A Renee's MindSay Blog http://redheadriot.mindsay.com A Renee - MindSay Blog http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/much_better_day.mws redheadriot 2009-11-19T02:11:08-05:00 <![CDATA[Much better day]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/much_better_day.mws I needed yesterday to just break down. I was taking care of everyone except for myself for 4 days. It was just too much. I got to work, broke down while clocking in, and was sent home. I went out to Ginger's (Jake's...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/much_better_day.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/today_fucking_sucks.mws redheadriot 2009-11-18T11:11:21-05:00 <![CDATA[Today fucking sucks.]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/today_fucking_sucks.mws It just does.
As a matter of fact, this whole week sucks.
I'm putting it in my top 5 worst weeks ever.
Screw it.

Jake left for L.A. this morning. I hope he has the great...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/today_fucking_sucks.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/hold_you_through_the_pain.mws redheadriot 2009-11-17T12:11:09-05:00 <![CDATA[Hold you through the pain]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/hold_you_through_the_pain.mws I love that he hugs me tight when his shudder-shoulders start and the face-to-pillow tears start flowing, although I wish I could cure these conditions with my kisses.

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/hold_you_through_the_pain.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/james_doak.mws redheadriot 2009-11-17T01:11:47-05:00 <![CDATA[James Doak]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/james_doak.mws

My boyfriend's dad committed suicide yesterday. Our world just got turned completely upside down. Jake's holding up so much better than I would be (and better than I have at moments), but he's still hurting so much....

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/james_doak.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/news.mws redheadriot 2009-11-10T07:11:20-05:00 <![CDATA[News]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/news.mws So in the past few days...
-I had my 19th birthday. (small, quiet thing...just the way I like them)
-I've survived swine flu. (awful awful awful and I wanted to die the whole time. Still hurting...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/news.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/by_the_way.mws redheadriot 2009-11-02T08:11:57-05:00 <![CDATA[By the way]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/by_the_way.mws I hate Dickens. Bleak House is the driest, wordiest, slowest-moving piece of garbage writing I've thus far encountered. And keep in mind, I've been in high-stakes English classes since elementary school and have thus...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/by_the_way.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/going_to_long_beach.mws redheadriot 2009-10-22T02:10:56-05:00 <![CDATA[Going to Long Beach]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/going_to_long_beach.mws Tracy, Jake, and I are driving to Long Beach on Saturday to meet Alex and see family in the L.A. area. Rrrrreeeeeeaaaaaaallllllyyyyyyy glad Jake's going with me. I don't want to be the only one who's awkward and out of...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/going_to_long_beach.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/i_have_another_brother.mws redheadriot 2009-10-18T02:10:43-05:00 <![CDATA[I have another brother.]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/i_have_another_brother.mws

Got an email from an Alex Hodge yesterday morning. He said he knew I was Ken's daughter and Tracy's sister and that he'd been looking for me and Tracy for 7 years. Said his mom was Ann Hodge and she and my dad dated...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/i_have_another_brother.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/6am_rant_against_my_fellow_smokers_somewhat_selfcriticism.mws redheadriot 2009-10-08T02:10:57-05:00 <![CDATA[6AM rant against my fellow smokers (somewhat self-criticism)]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/6am_rant_against_my_fellow_smokers_somewhat_selfcriticism.mws Here's to you, O Fellow Smoker, sitting in your plastic chair and sparking up a fag, just like me, right outside your apartment door, just like me, not ten feet away from me, not three drags ahead or behind me. Here's...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/redheadriot/6am_rant_against_my_fellow_smokers_somewhat_selfcriticism.mws http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/jake_met_my_mother.mws redheadriot 2009-09-17T02:09:15-05:00 <![CDATA[Jake met my mother.]]> http://redheadriot.mindsay.com/jake_met_my_mother.mws

Okay, I don't mean to rag on Nick and my relationship when it was good, but I have to say this much: Jake has done in 3 weeks what Nick didn't do in 7 months; he met my mother last night. And to my great surprise and...

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